He leaves for Youth Challenge today, (A program for students who dropped out of high school, kinda like a boot camp & of course school) I could see he had teary eyes and I tried not to cry. We both had to keep it cool. Like before, I really was excited for him to go because I couldn’t stand him too much and the way he disrespects my mom and dad. But still I love him because he is my only sibling. and I know somewhere in his heart, he knows its hurting all of us. Deep down inside of him, he is still the brother I grew up were we use to be super close. He’s 16 years old, and hes facing through a lot. I know hes hurting inside ever since my Grandpa left us for a new family. The pain he suffers, he does not show it because he has so much anger, he puts it on everyone else. (tears in my eyes*) That’s why I try not to fight with him. I try to be a better sister for him. I hope the 6months will fly by and I will get to see my brother again.
Ill miss you, Goodluck bro!
ps. I’m so excited to write him letters but I’ll be tearing up. just saying.
